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My Original Travel Buddy: A Remebrance

September 9, 2015

Travel Buddy

Last week the hardest thing that has happened to me while being an expat, my beloved cat died in the U.S. while I was here in Qatar. I realize that many people are going through things you might consider harder or worse than this, but for me this was heart wrenching. Sophie and I have been together since 2001, and she was my original travel buddy.

Sophie was a birthday present to myself that year. I returned the sweater my mother had bought me and bought Sophie instead. Please forgive me, I was in college and buying a pet was perfectly acceptable to me at the time. I had also lost a kitten that summer due to a “kennel cough” and wasn’t ready to trust the shelter again. She was a mix of stray cat and purebred Himalayan. She was the friendliest of her litter. I gave it lots of thought and even slept on it overnight before going back the next day to get her.

Immediately, I started taking her on trips with me. I was in my second degree at college, so these were mostly road trips. Sometimes these trips were just on errands around town. I was determined that she wasn’t going to mind riding in the car. As long as she was not confined to the cat carrier she loved it. Going home for Christmas that first year was the real test, as that was over a six-hour drive. Luckily, I had a car that the back seat laid down. Her carrier, litter box, and my suitcase loaded into the back and off we went. It didn’t phase her at all. She sat on top of her carrier to see out the window or slept in the front passenger seat.

When I moved to New York, the trend continued. My Dad and I drove from Texas to New York City with a cat in a moving truck! She loved every minute I think. There were times she slept on the dashboard. Yes, I know we weren’t very safe with all this cat moving about the car thing, but you drive for two and half days with a cat howling in her carrier.  Most of the time, she was asleep in my lap and I enjoyed watching her reactions to the world whizzing by outside the window.

The adventures continued when I would fly home for the holidays from New York. It was much cheaper to fly her in the cabin with me than it was to board her. For many years, Sophie flew home with me. Now lots of people fly with their dogs, but I know that not many people fly with their cats! Going through security was hilarious. I was required to send her carrier through the x-ray machine and carry her through, but for my piece of mind, Sophie was always on a leash, which set off the metal detectors. Sophie also had her own plane ticket. It is just too bad she didn’t earn frequent flier miles! In the terminal, I would let her out of the carrier on the leash so she could stretch her legs while we waited to board. That alway elicited lots of stares and questions. Sophie was a beautiful cat and everyone commented on the length of her whiskers. On board, she was under my seat until take-off and then I would usually put her carrier in my lap, so that way she knew I was there and I could pet her. Not once on any flight did she ever cry. The flight attendants would pet her after the food service was over. This all ended when I had lady get very upset that she was flying next to a cat that she was allergic too. Sophie was not able to come out from under the seat that trip and I decided that wasn’t fair. Luckily, we moved back to Texas not long after this and she went on another epic road trip that last five days.

Sophie was almost 12 years old when I moved to Qatar and had not been well before I left. I always knew that she would probably pass while I was living here, but my plan was always to be home when that time finally came. I am a control freak and thought I would have control over that too. I figured she would decline slowly and that I could make it home and be there with her. Unfortunately, this didn’t happen. Whatever it was that took her, it took her quickly, which was a blessing. We are pretty sure it was cancer, but keeping her alive till I could get there was not fair. It wasn’t till I saw how bad she was doing on FaceTime that I knew putting her to sleep was the right thing to do. It didn’t make it any easier. I cried for hours and am pretty sure my body was in shock as kept shaking.

While it is just been a week, I am doing better now and can actually talk about it. Sophie was my best friend. She always knew when I needed a cuddle or a laugh. She gave my parents great joy by living with them. I also know that I made the right decision to leave her at home when I moved to Qatar. She enjoyed going outside and pretty much having free reign of my parents house for two years. When I would come home to visit, she would come running when she heard my voice, but after few minutes, she would run off. I am pretty sure she was afraid I was there to take her back to living inside all the time, so moving to Qatar for Sophie was never an option. Hopefully, one day I can accept that making that decision was right and the best thing for Sophie. Now I will take Sophie on all my trips by keeping her memory with me always.

The lovely photo of Sophie is courtesy of my Dad.  Thanks, Dad!

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13 Comments

  • Reply Jackie & Alessio September 9, 2015 at 3:35 pm

    Oh Tiffany we are so sorry to hear you have lost your beloved cat. We have been through this many times as we have a long history as multiple cat owners. You did what was best for her not for you when you left her in the care of your parents. As the song says “when you love somebody set them free”. Her last years she was free to roam. You did good!

    • Reply Tiffany September 9, 2015 at 4:56 pm

      Thank you. I just have to keep telling myself that.

  • Reply Kelly Del Valle September 10, 2015 at 6:52 pm

    I am so sorry about Sophie… she sounds like a wonderful pet. ♡ This gave me extra feels because I once rescued and rehomed a cat I called Sophie, and the people who adopted her got rid of her within a week without contacting me. I get so sad when I think of her.

    • Reply Tiffany September 10, 2015 at 7:36 pm

      Thank you. That is awful. I feel for you. I have rescued cats and always told people to tell me if it doesn’t work out, but you just never know.

  • Reply evelyn September 10, 2015 at 7:25 pm

    She was a beautiful cat. It brings sadness and remembering our first cat in NZ (tabby) still managed to come home even on her accident state (forgot to tell you about her). Like you, being an expat.. I keep the memories alive on all my beloved pets who actually died on me. 🙁

    • Reply Tiffany September 10, 2015 at 7:37 pm

      Thank you. I will also try to only remember the good times.

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  • Reply Ashlee September 12, 2015 at 3:06 pm

    So sorry for your loss Tiffany! I would probably lose it if I lost my gorgeous 2 pups whilst overseas! <3

    • Reply Tiffany September 12, 2015 at 8:28 pm

      Thanks Ashlee. It was very hard, but it is slowly getting easier.

  • Reply Nikita September 13, 2015 at 1:20 am

    I’m so sorry for your loss! Losing a cat is so painful. 🙁

  • Reply littlecity September 13, 2015 at 6:10 pm

    Sorry to hear your news. Distance is a pain in the proverbial sometimes… Raise a metaphorical saucer of milk and remember the good times 🙂

    • Reply Tiffany September 13, 2015 at 6:11 pm

      Thank you. I’m trying to do that. Gets a little easier everyday.

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